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I knew someday it would have to end
I knew eventually I would have to go back to calling you friend
It's killing me that now that day has come
If it's for the best then where is this pain from
I know deep inside that this is what I had to do
but it's breaking my heart to walk away from you
I'm trying my best to appear strong
but it's hard when part of me says that in your arms is where I belong
I still love you with all my heart
that's not going to change even though we're apart
You were my first love and my first kiss
There are so many of our special times I'm going to miss
All the words I ever said or wrote still hold true
But for now from a distance is where I'll be loving you
I think you need me as a friend to help you through
because there are things I can't control that are hurting you
We both have issues no one knows of
neither of us had the strength to be true to our love
Maybe we will be together again if it was meant to be
but for now please don't stop loving me
Even though I'm not your girlfriend I'll still be here
With a shoulder to cry on or a sympathetic ear
The story of love can be quicker than the blink of an eye
But our story of won't be over until the day that we die
Until We Meet Again! i love luke brookes !
my crush
I have these feelings, deep inside
feelings that I have to hide
I don't know if he feels that way too
And I don't know what to do
When we're together, I feel uptight
When he's around I feel so right
I dream about what we can do
And all the things we can pursue
I yearn just to feel his touch
And when he leaves, I miss him so much
I want to feel his lips against mine
And feel our bodies intertwine
So for now I'll love him from afar
One day I'll express how special you are
So until then I will retain this rush
And until then I'll contain my crush.
i love you
I never really knew you
You were just another friend
But when I got to know you,
I let my heart unbend.
I couldn't help past memories
that would only make me cry
I had to forget my first love
and give love another try
So I've fallen in love with you
and I'll never let you go
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know
And if you ever wonder why
I don't know what I'll say
But I'll never stop loving you
each and every day
My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember one thing
I Love You!
I was thinking of us last night
And the times we shared
How good we were
But now we are apart
Yet we still have our
Dreams
For in our Dreams we are together
Holding hands on the beach
Talking all night under the silver moon
Kissing and holding each other tight
Dreams
For no matter the distance
Or the obstacle I will always belong to you
For we are meant for each other
not only in reality, but also in our
Dreams
Don't Tell Me You Love Me!
Don't tell me you love me if you are not sincere
For a lie that strong can ruin my life and bring on a new fear.
Fear to be loved, fear to love ever again
It can cause my fragile heart to break, tear and bend.
Think of all in life that will be missed
because of one small broken promise
So, when I put all of my trust deep within you
Please don't tell me you love me, unless you truly do.
First Kiss
You leaned over and you kissed me
I felt my knees go weak
You leaned over and you kissed me
I couldn't even speak
You leaned over and you kissed me
With a passion flowing free
You leaned over and you kissed me
Sparks flew that we could see
You leaned over and you kissed me
A touch so soft and tender
You leaned over and you kissed me
A kiss I would remember
You leaned over and you kissed me
I'm sure I kissed you back
You leaned over and you kissed me
With the fire no kiss should lack
You leaned over and you kissed me
You left me wanting more
You leaned over and you kissed me
My soul you did explore
You leaned over and you kissed me
My heart no longer full of pain
You leaned over and you kissed me
baby, kiss me once again
"I'm in love,"
Is what people always say.
But if you think about it,
How is it love and in what way?
I once believed in love,
But is there really such a thing?
Is it taht feeling that you get,
When you see THAT PERSON smiling?
Is it when you get,
That tingle down your spine?
And that desire,
To be able to say, "They're mine."
Is it the feeling you can't understand?
The thing you can't explain.
The person, that because you can't have them,
It drives you insane?
The person you never want to lose,
Who's smile makes you drool.
The person that you can't resist,
And for that, you're a fool.
How about the person,
That makes you want to look your best?
The one you can't stop thinking about,
Causing you to get less rest.
The one that you want to love you,
And that's your only wish.
That, out of all the "fish in the sea,"
You want only that fish.
That no matter what the age,
Or what the race.
Anything that stood in your way,
You'd be willing to face.
The person you think is meant to be,
You're angel from above.
If this is what that feeling is,
Then dear God, I'm in love.
Loving you is impossible
Because you don't know how i feel about you.
You brighten my day when i see you walking down the hall.
You make me laugh when i really wanna frown.
Your also my best friend and that is never going to change. This is how i feel about you, and i am not going to hold it in I LOVE YOU until now and until the end.
this was dedicated to luke b4 we got together!
I know that I should try to find somebody new..
But all I find is myself always thinking of you..
You dont even know it.. And why should you care?
Your happy just pretending that Im not even there..
Forever means nothing if I dont spend it with you..
But theres just nothing more I think I can do..
I try to tell you I love you but you just dont stop to listen..
Then I guess youll never know that Im the one your missin..
Give me just one minute and look into my eyes..
Forget your friends.. Forget the world.. Forget the pain and lies..
Forget about what people say and what other people might see..
All I want you to think about now is what you think of me..
Cause nothing really matters except for the people you love..
And it kills me inside not knowing what you think when your all Im thinking of..
Maybe I am wrong and you really just dont care..
But why sometimes do you act so sweet if no feelings are accually there..
All I want is for you to tell me exactly how u feel..
Id rather be hurt than keep believeing what you say is real..
Wether you tell me you love me or not this will still be true..
Nothing in this whole damn world could keep me from loving you..
ill wait for you
If ever you shall leave this place
I won't forget your precious face
If one day that you shall die
wait for me while in the sky
if you ever need to cry
I'll help you find the reason why
if ever you're in great despair
Don't forget, i'll still be there
if love is down and hate is high
i'll make you smile...i'll really try
if you want to run away
i'd run with you for sure, ok?
if ever you would get in stirfe
i'd sacrifice my very life
if you should lose your angel wings
i'll help you fly and drop my things
if you would find it hard to stand
i'm always there to hold your hand
If i would die i'd sit and wait
for you upon the golden gate
don't forget my words so true
I'll always be right here for you:)
my love is real...
Sometimes at night,
When I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you,
And then ask myself "why?"
"Why do I love you?"
I think and smile,
Because I know,
The list could run on for mile.
The whisper of your voice,
The warmth of your touch,
So many little things,
Make me love you so much.
The way you support me,
Even my silly notions,
The way that you care,
And show such devotion.
The way that your kiss,
Fills me with desire,
And how you hold me,
With the warmth of a fire.
The way your eyes shine,
When you look at me,
Lost with you forever,
Is where i want to be.
The way that I feel,
When you are by my side,
A sense of completion,
And overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream,
That all involve you,
The possibilities that I see,
The things that we can do.
How you finish the puzzle,
That lies inside my heart,
How deep in my soul,
You are a very important part.
I could go on for days,
Telling of what I feel,
But all you really must know is...
My love for you is real.
together forever
Forever Mine, I'm not quite sure
Past conversations are just a blur
you know that feeling of weak at the knees
like you could be that one for me.
Forever it seems that I have searched
to find someone just like you.
Someone to share my hopes and dreams with,
Someone to brighten my days.
Someone to wipe the tears from my eyes
if I was sad,
Someone to hold my hand.
Someone who'd be there to hold me tight,
Someone who understands.
This newfound feeling inside me,
it's almost more that I can take.
A feeling I have never felt before...
A feeling I'd like to get to know more.
Baby, I just want you to know...
I think you are that someone
that I've been searching for..
who could make my life complete.
I think you are that someone
who would love me endlessly
and would show me what life really means.
And I hope I can be with you
day after day.
Because I'm falling for you more
than my words could ever say.